it's hard to be me

I am a student in a tahfiz college somewhere in Malaysia. Everyday, i need to memorize 6 page of the Holy Quran and read again what i had memorized  with my ustazah. Sometime, i will ask myself, 'cha, what is your future aiming now??..

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i always got that question in my mind..

i feel like i didnt know who i am all this while. i lost.
but. i know i cannot be like that..for the sake of my own..


but..one thing fore sure..i feel very grateful to ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY cause had choose me as one of many other people to have the chance in memorizing His Revealed Book and the Most important, is to TADABBUR the Holy Quran. Although this path is not as easy as other things i had done before, but i know this is one of the best ni'mah that He had gives to me..may Allah protects me from all the bad things.. Alhamdulillah..all praises is to Allah.. 


ALLAH is everywhere..i must continue my long journey..
my aim in my life is..TO BE ME..a perfect human creature that ALLAH made in His Earth..